so it's 3am..

and why am i up? you see, i never thought i would get to this point. most nights, i'm all good. single life is real good. but i know it's not always that way. it sucks when all your friends are in a relationship and enjoying it. when it comes to me, i'm always the one that's always single. you know in a group of friends, there's always that designated single one. i'm that girl. and i am very fine being her. but being single gets tiring sometimes. SOMETIMES.. i'm not sayin it's always like that. the worst part is at night though. when you can't call a girlfriend because she's on the phone with her guy. when your laying in bed trying to fall asleep, but can't. who can you call? who's there to say good night to you? i guess i kinda want a part time boyfriend. or a designated phone buddy. i know it sounds type whack, but i'm sure single people understand. i just want someone to talk to. someone who i'm compatible with. someone kinda like me in a guy version. lol blahh i'm just rambling. goodnight.