Saturday, March 28, 2009

worst week ever..

monday night, my tita died very suddenly. it was out of nowhere. we just saw her a few weeks ago at a family party and now she's really gone. she had a stroke and was in a coma for a week. she didn't make it. i feel really bad for her family. it's too sad. the last memory i have with her was at the party and we were talking about sanitary napkins. it's rediculous how you see someone one day and then you never get to see them again. tonight is her wake. i don't know how i'm going to take it.. RIP tita. you and your family is in my prayers..

i am all cried out this week. i don't know what to do with myself anymore.. this is just so overwhelming and stressful. should i keep going with this or just forget it and do something new? i was at a breaking point. no matter how much i study, i fail. what's the point? i have test anxiety. i get sick when i'm stressed out and preparing for a test. i really don't know what to do anymore. and if i switch majors, what am i supposed to switch to? and i thought i had my life all figured out..

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